Remedy
This may not make much sense but I do have a systematic way of dealing with post-break up blues. Every time I miss him, I sever one of the ties I had with him. I figure I will eventually stop missing him or I will run out of connections, whichever comes first. The process of cutting off all ties hurts and soothes at the same time. It hurts because I do the exact opposite of what I want. It is soothing in a twisted way because if it hurts this much, it must be good for me.
I’ve been quite miserable lately so I finally had the guts to resign from a project which we started. I’ve been reluctant of letting this project go but it is an inevitable outcome which I only tried to delay. Now that I’ve resigned, I’m feeling a sense of relief. It’s not the good kind of relief though…just crossing yet another item off the list. I am slowly running out of items on that list to cross. I want to get well soon.
